Journal

171 entries under "thought"

Wednesday, October 11, 2023

No side wins when humans suffer; more to ‘win’ by finding out why are there are sides in the first place.

Sunday, October 8, 2023

To put lots of effort into ’looking’ unique versus a deep acceptance that everyone is already differentiated.

Saturday, October 7, 2023

What are the messages that only I could write? What are the experiences and stories that only I could share? What can be seen only from where I’m standing?

Thursday, September 28, 2023

teach me a song

teach me a move

teach me a word

Wednesday, September 27, 2023

My way of playing includes how I deal with the unexpected: musically, and physiologically.

Monday, September 25, 2023

Injuries we experience are a reminder of what strangers may be carrying when they avoid things, and how we can be more mindful or compassionate when confronted with people who seem like or say that “they can’t”.

Sunday, September 24, 2023

In the same way that Instagram forces posting regularly in order to exist, perhaps all reverse-chronological timelines force ephemeral content. You can reference or quote to old tweets if you’re lucky, but still feels like ‘posting once makes it disappear’ unless you repeat the same isolated fragment frequently. How can one get a sense for how another thinks if they only read one tweet at a time and those tweets are spread out over a year? Perhaps ‘update platforms’ are not designed to understand larger thoughts? Blog posts can also be reverse-chronological but each can include dense context and past references so that you can collapse time in order to understand larger thoughts. So perhaps ‘update platforms’ are best suited to your ‘current status’ and those might as well disappear after 24 hours like ’ephemeral stories’; if you want to get around ephemeral content, use a blog.

To rather be helpful than right.

Saturday, September 23, 2023

If too focused on technique while playing piano, we miss enjoyment and the point of sharing stories. Is there a similar consequence if too focused on “breathing correctly” as opposed to enjoying and feeling each breath?

Wednesday, September 20, 2023

Old English had “he walks not there today”, similar to other languages with negation after the verb. We change/contract that to “he doesn’t walk there today”. Perhaps a useful explaining device.

It can be a security tactic (around people who choose to deploy anger) that they become hard to estimate under unknown conditions. When anything can turn into an explosion, the environment becomes one of constant fear.

Monday, September 11, 2023

‘Infectious agency’ as a design goal so that features enable a feeling of so much possibility that everything else should have similar affordances.

Saturday, September 9, 2023

Absurd to strive for reading continuously without stopping or reflecting on anything else. Thinking about the material can and perhaps should take you away for a moment—not simply an indicator of distraction that needs to be managed.

Tuesday, September 5, 2023

first they laugh, then they want it, then they can’t have it

Saturday, September 2, 2023

doing some programming after months of none, feels kind of absurd to do this regularly, takes so much to express an app, looking forward to something easier replacing this someday

  • noticing several friends point out my habit of being highly self-critical, something i’ve been aware of but never realized how often it happens, working on it now
  • somewhat aware but never tried to change it

Friday, August 4, 2023

(decentralize as) decomposing the remains of zombie networks too big to die so that new life can sprout everywhere like grass

Sunday, July 23, 2023

“facts don’t care about your feelings” is now my metaphor for futile forcing of logic on someone in an emotion-based position

Cooperation > Competition

help > hurt